There’s a million things I want to say to you. I just need a way to say anything…. And to hear your voice.
I am always… everyday… in every way…. So proud to be your dad. I dream of being able to tell you
So…. I spent thanksgiving with the PAKNIS family. They have a new home. I was going to surprise you, but it’s been so long, the surprise should have been years ago. Of course they are waiting to throw a party when you come home.
I made the turkey. Andre said it was the greatest turkey of his life and that I am a genius and the best person to ever live on this planet and everyone should know of my greatness… and then he danced and sang a song with no real words…. So… as you’ll remember…. They’re pretty much the same as they were— wonderful friends. You should look for Vita on instagram. I know she wants to connect with you.
I saw your instagram page. Uncle Lonnie found it. I wanted to contact you, but I didn’t want anyone to cause problems for you over it. You can find my instagram, but I really never posted anything there.
But I’m planning to start using it. I hope you’ll connect with me.
Amelia. I want you to be free to be your true self. You’ll never be happy or feel safe, living someone’s vicious lie. How can I tell you this. Years have been lost to us… years we could have shared and memories we could hold for all of our lives. I know you don’t want to be a stranger to your Dad— that’s a lie… and its not your lie!
Remember Amelia!! Remember what you value, and fight for it.!
I know you know that… you’re so smart. Don’t let fear cheat your life.
I will never quit fighting FOR YOU!!!
Always your dad.
